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always looking for meaningful one night stands
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[Jan. 4th, 2007|01:49 am] |
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| | regina specktor | ] |
men are not worth my time |
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[Dec. 25th, 2006|12:26 am] |
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lesson learned. after not eating bread for 5 months and then stuffing seven rolls and turkey into my unbreaded stomach, chest pains and nausea did ensure. word. happy holidays loved ones |
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| hags |
[Nov. 3rd, 2006|01:15 am] |
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| | paul schaffer | ] |
today i splurged and spent an obscene amount of money on anti-wrinkle cream, i never thought this unfortunate day would happen however i suppose it's best to be proactive then a wrinkly old hag.
that is my two cents for today. |
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| i'm bossy |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|01:08 am] |
boyfriend and i have made it a year, rah rah
school starts on the 12th, i don't look forward to awkward run ins with my ex housies
i am pretty much managment at my work, they are all idiots
my birthday is soon approaching, i am going home. i miss home
florida for christmas break
i have a new kitten and she is keeping me awake.
i miss you all, kale alot for some reason and that is all. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|03:15 pm] |
hope you guys have an unreal summer
i just got a job at a bar that is owned by nhl players, so when you come back i will hook you up large if you have the balls to come to kingston for once in your life...
no im not angry. but for real have a good time, and take care i will miss you.
much love |
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[May. 25th, 2006|12:26 am] |
i wonder if dave fox has junk in his trunk
just a thought |
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[May. 14th, 2006|12:08 am] |
"I was like, oh no, shes almost "married" to barrett, i hope she doesnt change...and then BAM, you laugh histerically at a tube of meat"
I take the good with the bad, Smile with the sad, Love what I got, And remember what I had. Always forgave, But never forgot, Learned from my mistakes, But never regret. People change, Things go wrong, I just remembered ..Life Goes On
yup. |
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| Set yourself on Fire |
[May. 5th, 2006|02:37 pm] |
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Moved into my new apartment on May 1st, the little asians who lived there before didn't move out until May 2nd, I really do enjoy waiting around for them to move their entire apartment the day I was suppose to be moved in.
I saw Barrett cry for the first time, his father is unwell and in typical Alex fashion I ended up calling him a crybaby or something along those lines an hour later, thus confirming that he will never cry again because I am an absolute asshole.
My tats are now a 34D...want to talk about that? I don't know whats going on but my boobs are huge and nothing else is getting bigger, I am going to need back brace in two weeks for sure.
I made a grocery shopping budget and have failed to abide by it every single day this week, it's been five days and I have managed to spend over 200 on food and have nothing to show for it, except hangen daz ice cream and lots of candy
I bought boyfriend a Gucci money clip, maybe that will make up for my incenstivness, I don't even know if thats a word.
I'm turning twenty in September, entering into third year, having a "one year" and writing my LSATS for real, jessus christ.
I am stuck in Kingston until everything is figured out for my new place, I am somehow getting free cable and feel badly about it.
I got drunk off a bottle of wine to myself and it was great. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2006|03:02 pm] |
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everyone needs to hear the song "dear mr. president" by pink. it's about time |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|08:30 pm] |
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Today I realized EXACTLY what I want to do with my life and it makes so much perfect sense. I want to move to Italy and work for Estee Lauder as a corporate lawyer and wear Versace to work and Oscar de la Renta to play. I will change my last name to my italian roots, Salvatorie and I will run shit. Today, I am on the path to following my dreams, and I won't settle for anything less.
Thats all I am going to say for now. Peace |
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[Apr. 15th, 2006|02:26 pm] |
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everyday i take this for granted and i let you down, it's no ones fault but my own |
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[Apr. 8th, 2006|02:35 pm] |
This is the bag that is love, click for alternate views, thats the colour I am going to get it in
http://www.eluxury.com/browse/product_detail.jhtml?styleid=10967514&SectionID=9000
Tiffany and Co. Club - can we go shopping soonsy? I need to buy professional clothing, apparently slutty bar shirts arent appropriate in the corporate world, not like I was planning on sleeping my way to the top anyway.....
"If you have one true friend, you have more than your share" - Thomas Fuller |
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[Mar. 25th, 2006|11:20 pm] |
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i have cold feet and a hot head |
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| this post is dedicated to kailee |
[Mar. 25th, 2006|07:01 pm] |
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| | my best friends weddding | ] |
Things I have learned upon living with three bitches:
1) Cancelling heat in the winter to save money is what homeless people do
2) Cancelling the cable to save money is unfair, i heart sex and the city reruns.
3) Asking my boyfriend to pay for the two showers he took, is stupid I don't even shower, he was pretty much using mine.
4) Hiding toilet paper in your room so your not paying for anyone else to wipe their ass, is ridiculous toilet paper is cheaper than air
5) Putting a "no calls past eleven o'clock" rule in place, takes me back to grade eight when parents ruled, not 19 year old girls
6) Keeping the heat at 15 degrees in the dead of winter, means I have to have more sex to stay warm
7) More sex means more hatred from the ones who don't get laid, ever.
8) When sex does occur god for bid a sound be made, there will be no speaking to one another for at least a week.
9) If you lose your key, then it is most fair that the rest of the housemates should try and lock you out.
10) When locked out, even if housemates are home and can hear you knocking on the door - don't expect them to let you in.
11) If a dish is left out for more then a two hour period, expect to see a note
12) If you are all the way down the hall, one must always right a note with no hearts or hellos and place it under the door.
13) If you are remotely happy, all other housemates must try and destroy that instantly.
14) Light left on in living room = 50 cent deposit into the house account
Ed has nothing on these women kails, but they've got ears on him |
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
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my first kiss? dave letang, july 25th B session on the pingpong table, pretty sexual moment when i was 13 in the woods. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
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| | mary j blige and U2 - one | ] |
I have an ounce, a three hour car ride, an ipod and four boys ahead of me. Maybe all my dreams have come true.
This post is dedicated to Mike Last, that is all. |
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| write a letter you don't intend to send... |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
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| | obie trice - don't come down | ] |
Today I sat in a bathroom for twenty minutes crying, and I thought about why I was so upset and it took me a really long time to figure out what I have been so upset lately and piece by piece it all came together. Being in love with someone is the safest feeling in the world but I have never felt so vulnerable, and I find myself seeking some sort of reassurance that I am the girl Barrett wants to be with. I remember when we first started dating he would always tell me how beautiful I was, I remember whenever I would walk into a room he would smile at me and welcome me with open arms. Lately I have not felt that same security, possibly because if he knows, that I am aware he loves me then all of that is not as nessecary as it use to be. But I miss it, I miss walking into a room and knowing I am putting a smile on his face. Then I realize that he may not be so happy to see me because I have been so sad the past while, but I cannot help it. I am finding myself saying I love you just to hear it back, I ask for kisses...I use to try and not kiss him so that I wouldnt get attatched.
I am so fucked up.
I wish I could explain why I get so upset, but the small things just bother me. I never use to care that he smoked weed, but then he told me that he didnt smoke as much because he had something in his life that he enjoyed more. Today, I sat beside him as he got high, it might have been the biggest blow to my confidence. We talked about it and I cried, and I told him how insecure I have been feeling and then he just left for the gym, without even saying goodbye.
My five closest friends, I no longer have three or a house that feels like a home, and the two other girls are just as intense with their boyfriends as I am. Maybe the stress of not feeling like I'm at home, ever in kingston adds to the stress. I want to go home, I want to feel like I'm the reason he smiles. I want to not feel so upset all the time, I just need to adjut to this whole relationship thing. I need to chill out. For such a long time I had my wall so high, and he' completely knocked them down and its scary to see that change in me everytime I crave just to be held and told I am loved. You would have never heard these words come out of my mouth, everything about this is so new and I have no control over it. Bingo, there's the problem - with every other guy of any relative significance I could proudly say I was in control and wouldnt be hurt if there was another girl becuase I knew I wasnt attatched. Now I have no control over how I feel, and its overwhelming and new, and an adjustment. I conclude I am still fucked up but with alot off my chest. |
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| Hello Everyone |
[Feb. 3rd, 2006|01:40 pm] |
This is rather hard for me to say finially, and I have been putting it off and trying to find ways around it, but in all fairness I think I may as well tell you. I wont be returning to camp this summer, I have deceided to take a job at a law firm in Toronto instead. I really really wanted to come back and maybe if things change I can pull a Whitey and come help out, but for my life and my future this is what's best. I also apologize for telling you I would apply back, but its really not fair for me to apply and then cheat a cit out of a summer job..then not go back and have it all be last minute. I love you all dearly and will miss your sunshine everyday this summer, you don't even know. You have all given me more in the past three years on staff then you will ever imagine and I am so grateful for your friendships. I know I wasn't always wanted at camp and I know that I was a bit of a wild child...I thank you all for accepting me how I am and getting to know me, it means so much to me to know that you all know me how I truly am. Whether you love it or hate it, I am myself at camp and you have made it easy. You are all amazing people and will do amazing things with your lives, I don't ever want to lose any of you..not even for a minute.
So, thanks for a great I suppose, 10 years of Huronda...this is goodnight but not goodbye |
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